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these deeds have lost there meaning

I saw your face. I and I remembered what faces are really for. You reminded me of the deep secret that lays forbade within. The sand, your face. Not for this that i feel i use it for here and now. this is rubbish. Just a trick to mislead. Lets face it.

Letters and notes to Casagemas

I stand here looking. And Drenched ...my mind drenched in the ideas they teach each other. Please understand, this is not me....this is not my intention. I did not want any of this to happen. Why would i desire such an frightful outcome. I am here not of my own volition. How long will i put up with the wash of negatives feeling that they drench through me. Over flowing. But it helps that they do pass...always passing...temporary. I mean you no harm. And i feel that perhaps the end is not too far ahead and to the left. Now my hands feel tied. Now but not forever.
they hate me. They all turned against me. When they were giving the opportunity that wanted my blood and discomfort. I will not forget. Forget me not. I will follow through!

IS free enterprise better

There is no basis to make the claim that a system of free enterprise is superior to a system based on any other idea. Can the workers in a supermarket be said to be working under a system of free enterprise? They apply for an available job, they are hired and then begin to work. For the workers very few elements of free enterprise presents itself.

A baker bakes his buns and put a price upon them. A buyer sees them and considers the price. He did not see the baker knead the bun, he knows not what the baker put in the bun. He sees the bun and the price. Not much transparency. With a whole lot of blind faith he decides to buy the bun. Buyer beware. The baker may have tried to bake the best bun he knows how. But being in business he must remember to charge the buyer more than he paid for the ingredients. Knowing that his profit comes from this reality a smart baker does all he can to convince the buyer that the product is worth more than it actually cost to produce. On the other hand the baker may have not care much what kind of bun he baked. If the buyer doesnt like the bun,let him go elsewhere!
If the bakers aim was to produce the best buns with no consideration for price. The outcome would be different. Yet neither assures a perfect bun. The later might result in a better bun. Now if some government had ordered the baker to make buns. There is no reason to believe that just because the government put in the order, the bun would be better or worst. The outcome depends on numerous factors.
The failure of government travels down many avenues. Individuals involved in busy defraud one another. Bad bakers sometime bake very good buns irregardless of the buyer.

Towel Diamond Head beach walkers

Medicina Catholica, Integrum Morborum Mysterium

Famous statue downtown honolulu, hawaii

The breakfast arrived but she had forgotten that i had ordered it last light. I drank some of her coffee and glance at everything else on the brown wooden tray Mounds of tropical fruit and assorted freshly squeezed juices, how could i resist!

The war had ended more than 70 years ago so why were 50 American bases still in Japan! The thought hit the back of my brain like a very hard rock. I felt consumed by the thought. But i was suppose to put on a happy face so a nice memorial group picture could be taken.

Come, dont be afraid:

They play the king over populations yet claim no blame as systems they designed crumble. From their high towers its believed that one can see events yet future. But we have never been allowed to enter those towers. We were kept out, told only they had we it takes. It was a crap shot at best. On the rapidly shifting sands of their idea of modernization i did not stand a chance. Like a pile discarded first generation walkmans with batteries dead and acid bleeding. We were like that. What chance did we have! They claim to lead up and this is where we end up. Unknowingly we devote our entire life, blood, and energy to their blueprint for the future, to their promised recoveries. In schools they erected, in programs they formulated, in corporations they certified and approved.Even under wooden desks they told us would protect us from a Russia nuclear attack! There should have been a disclaimer posted: Toxic, use this insane advise at your own risk, your so called AUTHORITIES are not as smart as they pretend to be!

asian nude awaits US NAVY under palm

Asian nude awaits US Navy under coconut palm in waikiki. An enlisted man lusts for a women with the same level of desire that the USA lusts for new bases worldwide. The uniformed eyes the undressed. And there is a lot of uniformity in a women's naked body. what does that mean for Eve and Adam. What were the first couples first night dreams about.
When the eyes sees what the minds pleasures it feeds the joy found from eye to mind and then heart. Is Hawaii a unique place for love or is it a convenient place to situate a military base? Diamond head sounds like a good place to start your search for a wedding ring. So perhaps this picture offers us a small mystery. Is it love or is it war? To synchronize winged hearts or wing bombers to their targets . Untold pleasure or untold misery.
The way she is standing the two sailors can only imagine her unclothed breast. Of course she may have turned a moment earlier. Reality check: how were the two sailors able to get permission to head towards shore?
Why does the USA still have numerous bases in Japan. In real terms, Japan is still occupied .

at beach edge

There so much assumed acceptance, so little questioning.

At the same time human existance does not require words. Surely that world would be different.

In the vision, two earths appear one is pink the other blue. One held by the female the other by the younger male form. In the evening the universal waters swept up beneath them both. The forms control the two earths yet they were forbid to disrupt them.

the moments pass by my window of awareness in what seems to be a smooth continuous stream. I am of the opinion that I read meaning where there is non. Or undoubtedly I distort it.

Its better to just grab my board and quickly head for the next set of waves.

Dark clouds might mean rain but most of what we see is best left unconsidered.

guess who is coming to waikiki beach?

THE SENSED WORLD completely entrances us all. we cannot simply ignore it. Its in our nostrils, mouths on our tongues fingers toes ears and eyes. it pains us and pleasures us. Its terrorizes us too. Whether aboard a jet doing 500 mph at 30,000 ft or in a car doing 50 on I 20. Sensing temperature can give us pleasure or pain, burns or frost bite. Our lust for possesion and money makes every man a possible thief. We want stuff, better stuff than the next guy and then we are afraid someone will take it from us . Oversized locks alarms and fear prevade our consciousness. Even as we attempt to relax on the sands of waikiki beach

Waikiki is paradise, the saying goes. Sayings like that draw millions here, millions. Movie stars, love and riches all wrapped up with honey.I wonder if i could identify paradise. I mean, would i know it if i were there? My wife wanted to come here so i came . There are these landmarks in life: birthday parties, graduation, weddings and funerals. We need trophies that we can frame and display to friends, family and our fragile egos. They serve as proof of the kind of people we hope others believe we are. There is a 1 in 5 chance that our efforts at communicating even works out. Another 1 in 5 chance that we will even notice that reality. Anyway, would i even want to visit eden? If i were the adventureous sort.....But i am not. Its hot here, the sun is bright and sometimes it rains. Like right now.
Maybe i should stay here, see if its really eden.

strange voices on waikiki beach

Something was calling my name. It said my name 7 times I am sure i heard the voice.It was not my imagination. It said "come". It was hypnotic i almost lost control of my feet. I walked across the even suns lite sand and the next thing i was conscious of was the deep warm sleep that i was so peacefully wrapped in.

We accept this mystery of presence like all other mysteries and treat it as an everyday experience. Leaning back i muse. To feel good, to taste the salty sea in my nose, mouth and eyes. Yet when i reallydream of times like this, my freedoms complete. I would, if i could command the waves in breaks and swelling and crests most wonderous. I'd call up a temptuous swell, and baid the sky to starlight purple dark then recline to see their faces. Look for that slight twinkle that might be in the eye, then with but a thought and a candles light, i'd call the spectacle to a halt.

But as i am, I will treat time as best i can...sitting here as long as i can and drink in the elements as they are sense distributed: light, sea, salt, sky and gravity.

Oh! That these memories not fade too quickly. That we might somehow store them in our inner vault. That i might in future revisit this so enchanted time, hands untied. By what means, i not know.

Yet the hidden mystery of body diamond is not far off and right. The moment really invites it !

tired wave surfer

Just off the diamond head, the surfer lay exhausted. The suns heat, the endless cascading wave sets, the overwhelming feeling of a depleted soul. Finding nowhere to go but down to the sand. No more energy to pervail against both gravity and balance or mental cohesion. Reverting to my former self. No rules to engage.

Waikiki Beach Evening Seas

The salty graphic seas took their appointed place. A mysteriously appointment of place, they appear before the human eyes of all and are demarched on ancient maps. The minor saltless graphic waters recede to valleys, mountains and inland caves. Other things could just as easily have been said and much unrecorded was said. In each land different things were said, whether they were truth are lie is never the question. After all, the sea is both within and without. The earth appears both round and flat. And like the sky, they all appear beautiful and yet threatened man with pain, exhaustion and even death. The diamond head at oceanic pacific edge. The head can be observed,the uncut body remains hidden.

view from the white tower

The seas currents feel calm, the sky is clear, the wave sets take their time as if waitng for Venus to finish its scan across the western sky. Conditions are beautiful, certainly better than yesterday or even last week for that matter. What better way to calm my beating heart. Should i paddle out and surf an incoming wave or two. Or is this repose all i really need. All I really need. The floating tower that i inhabit in my dreams, stands still among the clouds, stands still above the crest of earths oceans waves, stands still before the dawn. Waiting for my enjoin.

Now. Come forth!